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Today was Fun :3

  • Nov. 29th, 2009 at 3:30 AM

I love my friends. They mean the world to me.
They are just what I need to make my birthday the most awesomest day ever! My bday isn't until Monday but, who cares. Not all my friends will be here on Monday. First of all we all went to CUES and got some awesome picturs taken. 16 people in one booth....yeah....XD barely any room to decorate afterwards. We then headed over to my house for Lunch...dinner...Linner...*sheugs* whateverz....we had bbq chicken and beef, special chicken, and a delious homemade homemade vietnamese desert. We watched a bit TV and then headed over to Eugene's house to party. We played rock band and blackjack. Hehe! I was Jimmy's good luck charm! (^///^)v Anyways, yeah...I played a lot of rockband...a lot of singing xD Then...yeah that's basically all we did. I came home at around midnight and opened my presents. Total spazzy-ness. My friends knows me sooo well :3 OMG! I CAN'T STOP HUGGING THIS GIANT HAMSTER! X3

Tired. Bedtime now.

OYASUMI NA SAI & HONTO ARIGATO MINNA-SANS!



Yes I know my legs are beautiful but please make the staring less obvious.
The full story....Yesterday I went to a meeting because I was out of town and had to go to the meeting in his place. I'm barely fucking 18...
So yeah, I had to go. My dad's busniess partner went with me though. He brough his 19 year old son along too, to keep me company but, that boy just fell asleep. The meeting had nothing to do with the family company but, I had to go anyways to meet an important investor. I got away with texting during the whole meeting though. >3
Yayz for being so small and sitting next to a big guy who was big enough to cover me. No one was sitting across from me either so it was all good and daiagoully from me was my dad's busniess partner so it was all good...
besides sitting for three hours straigh....
That was Torture!!!!
I had to drop my Management class though because they have this meeting every monday.
It's better to drop my Management class with a W, then get an F in it.
In truth, I hated that class soooooo much. I love how the teacher takes so long to take roll and the class is only an hour and a half but, the way he takes roll annoys the hell out of me. He purposly picks me.
Example: He calls us on status of our "To Do List" my answer is the same as most people "Oh, I got most of it done but, something came up and didn't get it all done." About half of the class answered with that answer. When it got to me he has to ask me, what is was that came up. Im like WTF?! You ask me but, not the other 15 people who answered with that answer?! He doesn't actually teacher either. Just goes over whats in the book. Bascially what we already read. Well the test and midterm was easy but, OMG! I came to learn! I can't believe I said that but, yeah...I actually want to learn.

Anyways, in other news....Other GOOD news....
I get to visit my friends at UCSD this weekend!!!! X3
I gave my parents the who education excuse to go.
If most girls would know. Their daddy won't let this go all the way to San Deigo to visit her guys friends in their dorm and spend the night. So for this weekend, Im at a UCSD "Open House" event X3 Shhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mom's cell phone broke and now she wants me to buy a new one so she can use my phone. I'm debating if I should or not. I want a new phone but, I'm so use to my phone and it's an awesome texting phone. Proven from the moment I got unlimited texting.
Also!! The news that made me sooooo Happpy!!!
My mom's side of the family, besides my grandparents and two uncles and aunts, finally realize I'm psycho!!!
Anybody would when they walk through the door and see a little girl with a large butcher knife chopping up a roasted pig. The look on their face was priceless!!! I wished I had my camera. It also didn't help that I was saying the whole "this little piggie..." thing the whole time I chopped. I added my own little twist though....
Example: "This little piggie was a bitch." *CHOP*
"This little piggie stole mah man." *CHOP*
"This little piggie.....* perhare to chop* well, I just don't like this little piggie...." *CHOP*
My aunties won't look at me the same why again >3 I perfere it that way.

Well, this Pyscho is going to bed!
Oyasumi na sai Minna-san! ;3

I'm Turning Into A Jamba Juice Addict

  • Oct. 21st, 2009 at 6:05 PM

こんばんわPhotobucket
My friend turned me into a jamba jucie addict....Photobucket
I went from a 16 oz....to a regular....and now I am currently drinking a POWER White Gummie....
It's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOODPhotobucket
And if you're wandering I have only drank jamba juice once and that was during 10th grade winter break...
Now...I'm a freshmen in college and I'm just getting addicted to jamba juice....

Anyways, ねこねこちゃん came over on Monday to help me study for my japanese Mid-Term but, we didn't really get any studying done. We spazzed bout facebook, people from our japanese class, my big boobs....and we webcam with Aaron and うさうさちゃんPhotobucket So much funPhotobucket We also had lunch at Ajisen Ramen with Dustin. He tried Ramune for the first time.

I wanna go to san deigo one of these days and visit my friend. Although it'll be closer to go to Irvine and visit my friends there, my parents don't know where Irvine is...sooo...they rather have me go to SD since they know where she is then Irvine since they don't know where it is. The place I wanna go to most is San Luis Obispo to visit うさうさちゃんPhotobucketI'm going there during spring break. Hah-hahPhotobucket Fun in うさうさちゃん dorm room Photobucket

It's Been A While

  • Sep. 30th, 2009 at 9:33 PM

It has been a while since I've posted on LJ...
Just been kinda busy I guess. Homework, classes, maintaining a social life while trying not to go into depression....Then again, who needs a social life when you got fandom xD But, it'll be nice to go out for awhile....Though, I've been going out more. Oovooing a lot but, then it just kinda died....just went pfttttt.....
Everyone has everything all planned out. It makes me wonder when I'm going to have my life planned out. Of course I'm expecting the unexpected bumps along the way but...I have no idea what to major in yet either. People ask me and I say busniess but, I don't even know if I'm going to go through with it or not...I want to go into busniess because my dad has a company but...I don't know if I really want to. I love history. I want to go into history too but, that isn't going to get me anywhere besides maybe a teaching job. I kinda want to go to where my friends are but, I know thoes places aren't for me. They're either too hard or they don't have the major I want...or hoping to get. I might just go into business after all but, it's still and unsure thing since almost everyone wants to...
I've been practicing my driving. It's pretty fun. I'm getting more confident in my driving. After today I'll only have about two months left before I can go and get my license. I totally failed at parking yesterday. There was one spot where I just driving into and stop. I did just that...I somehow landed on the line. I did a wonderfu job at backing out though! :3
I'm already planning my birthday and it isn't for another two months. I'm turning eighteen...So I'm happy! I'm an adult!! Woot!!! I can drive!!! (as soon as I get my license) I can make my own decision without my parents breathing down my neck all the time! I still soo need a job though....I gotta make some money.
I should be getting some rest huh? I'll probably have to pull an all nighter tomorrow to get my history homework done. I also have a denis appointment tomorrow and I didn't get much rest yesterday....Eeh...Even if I finish this post I'll still be on the internet....AIM, Facebook, FML, MLIA, Youtube....
Well....

Oyasumi na sai LJ-universe!

Then So Be It

  • Aug. 28th, 2009 at 12:40 AM

You say you want me to experience the world....
And yet...you never let me out......
You make me think everything i try to do and everything i am is worthless and a disgrace.......
You never listen to what I have to say....
Always finding the bad....never finding the good....
You say you want me to experience the world.....
And yet...you never let me out of your sight.....
If that is your wish then so be it....
I shall shut myself away from everything
rom everyone
and from the world that you want me to understand

Soooooo out of it....

  • Aug. 16th, 2009 at 12:22 AM


I've been out of it lately....
All I'm focusing on is my story to get my mind off other things and basically relax.
If anyone is interested here is the link

http://photographicillusionist.blogspot.com/

Characters:
Tsukiko Atsuko "Ookami"
Wakahisa Nori "Ryuu"
Fukui Hideyoshi "fushichou"
Hamasaki Kaitou "inu"
Fujimoto Renn "kitsune"
Akiyama Itsuki "hebi"
Koizumi Kiyoshi "kitsune"

also I've had a huge urge to paint lately....

*goes to paint*

Subarashii Tokoro Desu Ne~

  • Aug. 13th, 2009 at 11:13 PM



Walks are nice...
More peopls should do it more often. During the summer, a walk in the afternoon is cooling and relaxing. During the winter, a long walk can be nice and warm. A walk during the fall and the spring has wonderful scenery. Nothing can compare to the piece of mind you have when you take a stroll. Blocking out every other noise. Enjoying the beautiful silence of the world. Alone or with a friend, just getting out and taking a nice quiet stroll to clean your mind of any stress or troublesome thoughs.

Like a thorn that can't be withdrawn
These feelings hold fast inside
As we are chased by the twilight
That tints this familiar city with its hue

The voices of children
Rushing down the street toward home
Exchange promises
As they wave their hands enthusiastically

Within my pocket
I grip my palm tightly
I felt as though
I had dropped something

Within my heart, a breeze sweeps through
Silently, I stand still for a moment
And I got the feeling
That the shadows stretching from my feet
Looked up at me and laughed

I want to remain myself
I won't back down from this
It's the end if you're defeated
Nothing will remain

Star, shining brightly
High up and alone
Guide me
Without hesitation

Within my heart, a breeze sweeps through
And as the night came silently
I thought to myself at that moment
That I had grasped in my palm - true strength

Within my heart, a breeze sweeps through
Silently, I stand still for a moment
And I got the feeling
That the shadows stretching from my feet
Looked up at me and laughed

The light illuminates the city
As a bell rings in the distance
This lonely playtime is over
How foolish
How unlike me
 

I like that song....

  • Aug. 1st, 2009 at 1:42 AM


~It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above~


I'm am so freakin confused right now....

I kind wants things to go back to the way it was and but, I don't have anything bad to happen....
I wish the bad thing would happen instead of the good thing. I love my friends. I love them with all my heart but, I just don't know anymore. So much drama between everyone. I just want to shut myself away from them. I really wished I moved to san jose so none of this would happen. Things always seems to be better when I'm not around.
I wish that none of them came over....
I wish I never had that BBQ even though it was fun...
I wish he stop calling....
I wish I went to the beach today instead of staying home....
I wish for a lot a lot of things didn't happen...
But, whoopie stinkin do...they did...I'm not sure about anything anymore...

I want to just shut myself away in my room...never seeing the light of day again....
I wish I never survive that operation....
 

Wah! Back pains again!

  • Jul. 14th, 2009 at 2:36 PM

Yup.
I'm havin bak pains again. This time it isn't because of the car it's because of heavy lifting. Ugh back hurts.

So We moved back into out old house in TC...where there is absolutly nothing to do unless I take a long walk...*sigh* Oh wells. I get to go to The Happiest Place on Earth on Friday with my best buddies! Vickie-chan and NekoNeko-chan! *GLOMPZ* Hamu luv chuz twoz!

Im almost finished unpacking and setting everything up in my room. Though I do have some anime stuff that I would like to sell. Like Bleach & Naruto stuff. I just don't have a set price for them yet. *sigh* IDK. xD

Wow this is one of my shortest post yet...xD

KEROKERO

<(^^<)(>^^)>

Jun. 28th, 2009

  • 10:12 PM


I'm to young to be having back pains. D=
So the past couple days I've been having trouble sleeping, and not it's because of my back. I just can't sleep. I didn't sleep til 10am today. The past couple days were either 5am or 6am. My friends have given me suggestions to help me fall asleep. Trust me I tired amlost everything in the book and it doesn't work.
So I just decided to do something productive while being awake. I wrote some stories and am about to finish a one-shot story for me friend. ~.^ U know it kitty kat! xD It's based on the song Love Story. =3 Also I've been making Icons and Wallpaper of my friends. Since this will probably be out last time together I though we all should have something awesome to remember our last year together. So I'm trying to get as much pictures as I can this summer and make a BIG SURPRISE for my friends before they leave and go away. I love my friends too much. I'm trying to decide to go with technology way or the old fashion way....Technology seems to be cheaper...15+ Photo albums + printing the pics...It worth it though. ^ ^ But, still deciding!
I finished one wallpaper for my friends the other day....so here it is!

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Jun. 26th, 2009

  • 6:33 PM


Some how I always seem to post when I'm in San Jose....
Maybe it's because I'm bored. It is really boreding up here....I love my family and all but, sometimes they're just impossible to talk to. I'm going to borders tomorrow though. So Yay! New Books to Read! *Total book worm moment* xD

Some how....everything is falling apart...
I miss my friends, I miss my school, I miss EVERYONE! I can stand the though of all of us going away. Sure I'll see some people from time to time but, it just won't be the same. D= I miss our corner, I miss my random weekly visits that makes everyone go "WTF?! YOU'RE HERE?!" XD

Some how...some things just aren't the same anymore. I can't keep up this fake smile anymore. I just wanna cry in a corner somewhere. I know I've been saying "I 'this' " and "I 'that' " through this blog but, it's just how I feel right now. I hate being selfish but, something I just can't help to be. Sometimes one can't help being selfish ne. If you can't help yourself, you won't be able to help others. Worry about yourself first then worry for others. I'm being totally hypocrital aren't I? xD You shouldn't blame yourself for something you can't control. Shit happened. Whatever choice you make, no matter what, you'll always have people supporting you throughout everything. No matter how far or how near. Family....friends....everyone is always there for you no matter what happens.
Hey! I'm a 24 hour listener if you ever need one! Text or call me about anything. I can just sit an listen or give advice. What is spoken will forever remain between the person speaking and the one listening. You can bitch to me about anything! *Total advertisment*

Also! I'm spending my 4th of July in San Jose!
My mommy said I can draggs my friend along with me to suffer in the boredom with me! ^ ^ I'm still waiting replys though...D= I need to know now so I should know if I can go home on sunday or not...
If everyone has family plans already then it's okay! Family comes before friends nya! *GLOMPZ*

KEROKERO
<(^^<)(>^^)>

Graduted

  • Jun. 17th, 2009 at 2:03 AM


I have gradutedPhotobucket Photobucket
Thank you to all my family and friends that camePhotobucket I love you guys so muchPhotobucket
I didn't expect my friends so cheer so loud AND take up TWO rows of seatsPhotobucket Then again...I love them. So much lovePhotobucketPhotobucket
The ceremony went great and afterwards my friends basically attacked me. I took a bunch of pictures with my family and then my friends. My family went home first. My cousin and I then caught a ride back to my house with friend, Vickie-chan.Photobucket
The after party at my house was awesome. We had fried chicken, srimp & cream cheese dumplings, and lastly the main dish, PHOPhotobucket The first one to finish eating was Jeffrey. He was hungry...very hungry. That boy that 2ndsPhotobucket Photobucket After he was finished with his first bowl, I lurded him into my little back room and Photobucket 
                                                                ATTCKED HIM WITH SILLY STRINGPhotobucket
Actually considering it was the cheap stuff, it was called goofy string. It ran out pretty fast. I used one whole can attacking Jeffrey.
I used the hot pink one. Photobucket Then later when EVERYONE finished. Vickie-chan, Dorry-chan, Kitty Kat, and I attacked the others with goofy string.
Oh! I was wearing this awesomely adorble white dress with pink poka dots. I'm not a fan of pink but, come on...POKA DOTSPhotobucket
Everyone left....eventually....I didn;t get to bed until two so I was so tired yesterday. I should really be getting to bed now huh...I have to go to a friend's graduation tomorrow night. Then my awesomely loud buds on friday night.

Forever Thanks to My FriendsPhotobucket

KEROKEROPhotobucketPhotobucket
Oyasumi na sai Photobucket

Holy Shit.....I'm Gradutating Tonight....

  • Jun. 15th, 2009 at 8:34 AM

 Yeah, the first though that came to my head when I woke up this morning....
"Holy Shit....I'm Gradutating Tonight...."

Yeah....I never actually though I'll see this day....xD AFour years of knowing that it'll eventually happen, and when it happens......BAM! IT'S JUST COME OUT OF NOWHERE AND YOUR FREAKING OUT!!

So tonight it's at 6:30 till I don't know when. Probably 8. Then it's off to my house for homemade Pho. =D 
I think my friends are more excited for the Pho then coming for my graduation. My cousin and I are gonna go Shasta crazy with the pineapple shasta. xD And the silly string.....wait....its he cheap kind so it's actually call "Goofy String." xD
Tonight Party at My House! Woot!

My principal said my friends can come if they behave themseleves. xD Oh dears that's gonna be a problem. I think someone wanted to bring a blowhorn....O _ O Yeah....if your reading this....DON'T XDDD

Wow there is nothing to do in class today.....in Econ class.....six people showed up....and that includes the teacher. I would've ditched today if I had a choice. Then again my sisters are being crazy again so I rather be at school then watching them. But, it would make more sense to watch them to make sure they don't destory my stuff cause their stuff are in my room.
My parents came down from San Jose for my graduation. =D My sisters and lil brother came along of course. ^ ^ So when they came down their luggage was put into my room. The only reasonable place to put it. xD

Well...I'm gonna go find a scary movie so the class can watch tomorrow =D

KEROKERO <(^^<)(>^^)>

Okay, just when I though I had ALL my credits finally done....I find out I have....
5 MISSING ELECTIVE CREDITS!!! UGH!

So annoyed right now. I was all happy and giddy yesterday after school but, now I'm just plain pissed off. UGH! Why must my life suck so much! DX I'm hoping right now my teachers are willing to give me some elective credits for everything else I did. I already turned my hours into credits for one class. Now there is just one more teacher to ask. I wanna see if I can still get credit for the two videos I made. One of my friend's party and the other of Ookawa Genki. I'm just hoping I can get credit for thoes, cause I was never in that class in the first place but, I love making videos so Hey! Why not get credit for it now. Graduation is on monday too. MONDAY! 3 DAYS! I already turned in my money for my cap and gown already too. DX
UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*rants rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant *

Anyways!
My dad is also coming down for my graduation on Monday. I though it was just only going to be my mom but, now my daddy is coming down too! ^ ^ Another reason to get thoes five credits. My adorable and evil little siblings are coming down too! I missed them all. Everyone is coming down Saturday. So I'm really excited for that. Also my friends can also come to my graduation. =D I wonder if we all can go eat afterwards. I don't know if my dad would want to spring for the bill though cause including 8 family memebers, I have 10 friends coming. xDD So much love. Why is it that there is more friends coming then family? O.o Kinda sad man.....

I'm so happy this week is a short week, in a sense. xD We get to go home early all this week and all next week. 11:20! >=D Not even noon yet! xD Graduation is on Monday but, we still got to come to school the rest of the week which sucks. So unfair. Grads shouldn't be forcused to come to school the rest of the week AFTER they graduated. So unfair man....so so unfair.

With more bad news....
I lost my drive so I can't watch all my favorite Dramas and Backstage dorky-ness. DX So sad!

Wow....I wounder if the other classrooms can hear us?
We are watching Ironman. It's a good movie but, seeing it once is good enough for me. The turned the volume so loud too. So I'm just sitting here listening to Shishido Ryou's sweet sweet singing voice. Kawaii Radio is down too so I can't listen to that. So I'm just trying to find as much music as I can to listen too. T~T I wish I had my drive. I could be listening to Kato Kazuki's sweet sweet voice too. T          ~           T

KEROKERO <(^^<)(>^^)>

Ah....I forgot....

  • Jun. 5th, 2009 at 8:15 AM


Ah, I forgot to post as soon as I got back from San Jose....Oops...

So yeah...things hasn't really change but, the fact thaqt gradutaion is in 2 weeks. So nervous. I haven't gotten all my credits in yet so I'm working my ass off right now. Maybe I should use my time more wisly. In truth. I should be doing my science packets right now instead of doing this but, oh well. Whatevers.

Somehow I don't feel comfortable haning out with my friends anymore. I don't know why. It's just so weird and awkward. I don't know...Oh wells. I feels as though I'm not wanted anymore. I think I'm also starting to piss them off and annoy them. So I guess I should just avoid them huh? But, I like hanging with them but, I don't think they like hanging with me. I guess over the years our group has gotten bigger and bigger. I guess in a way I've been replaced. *shrugs* Oh wells that's okay though. Somehow I just don't mind if I'm replaced. Wow....I just realized....Saturday is going to be awkward. xD Hah-hah! Oh well.

Depressions masked by smiles.

KEROKERO
<(^^<)(>^^)>

San Jose Boredom

  • May. 24th, 2009 at 2:38 PM


Hey MinnaPhotobucket
I haven't updated in a while. I should get back into the mood of updating everyday.

So anyways...I thursday I went and got MacDs for lunch with some friends.


Then on Friday I went to school for only 2 Photobucket hours before heading off Photobucket for....
SAN JOSEPhotobucket
When I got there I was attacked by my little sisters and my little brother.Photobucket
Then yesterday my parents took me to a bbq for someone's birthday. I didn't do or eat much because I didn't know anyone there. I never though I actually get bored at a bbq.
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So I just texted people all day yesterday. Mainly Chris, Kat, and Jimmy. Jimmy really made my day yesterday though. His driver got lostPhotobucket That made me laugh so muchPhotobucketPhotobucket

So yeah....I just woke up about 3 hours ago. My mom went to temple and now I'm waiting for her to come home so we can go shopping.Photobucket

I'll catch yall latersPhotobucket

Also apprantly my dad's friend's dog got bit by a bulldog and died so they got a new one. The gave it the same name. Lucy.
 

Also I've been feeling more bitchy then normal

Not Going to Waste my Fucking Time

  • May. 19th, 2009 at 11:49 PM


Whenever I asked if anyone wants to hang out,
I always get unsure answers or no replys. Even when I ask to their face!
For two people I understand but, for the others.
Geez. Just give me a fucking answer already so I won't have to waste my time walking there or waste someone else's time to drive me there. When I get there no one wants to hang or is busy with something else. So I leave, then later I find out they just ditched whatever they were going to do in the first place and hang out anyways. If you don't want to hang out with me just tell it straight to my face instead of making waste my fucking time walking there, sit and wait, and then end up doing nothing or something completely pointless.
There is a reason I ask to hang out.
I know for a fact that during the summer and next year. We probably won't hang out or even see each other at all. So I want to make the last time we spend together fun and special. I know that the end of the year is coming and everyone is busy but, at least you can tell me before hand so I won't have to fucking waste my time every tuesday. Or any other day of the week I show up.

You're all my friends and I love you but, sometimes I wonder.
I think you should just stop calling me to hang out anymore. I never really do or say anything anyways. So I shouldn't waste my weekend or break either.
Have Fun All of You.

Wow...I Finally Found Time

  • May. 8th, 2009 at 11:18 PM


YoPhotobucket
I finally found time to write in here. Cause normally before, I wrote in here everyday.
But, things have been so busy lately. With College and everything. Also there is also actually maintaining a social life. The again that is failing.Photobucket

First of all...Let's see what I need to catch up on...
This whole week has been easy for the seniors. Colleges come and talk to us. They didn't give us any useful information in my opinon. So we basically wasted about 4 hours of life sitting there. Come at 8 go home at 11:30.
Another thing...Someone stole money for our small econ class coffee shop. They left the singles but, took the 20s.Photobucket Damn Jackass...Photobucket
That money was for our class lunch day.

On other news...
Apprantly 4 people wants to marry me. Two guys wants to marry me just because...One guys wants to marry me because I can bake...and the last one wants to marry me so the other three guys can't marry me...Photobucket

Its been hot lately....Damn Weather....

KEROKERO
<(^^<)(>^^)>
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Why Must Things Be So Difficult At This Age

  • Apr. 22nd, 2009 at 6:03 PM


YoPhotobucket

Wah, things are so difficult this time of year. Close to summer and people are worried about prom and graduation. But, Mainly Colleges.Photobucket

But, the closest one right now is Prom. Photobucket
Woot PromPhotobucketPhotobucket The theme is "The Red Carpet Affair"
I'm having major dress trouble...
Either cute and innocent Photobucketor super hot and sexyPhotobucket
So far people been saying Photobucket
but the Photobucket people are catching up too now.

I'm going alone because the ones that ask me I didn't want to go with or I don't know.
I still would've liked a date though...I'm so picky....
Anyways...

Sadly that's all for today again...

KEROKERO
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